i am very fortunate to have found these people in my life and i take them for granted.

for sometimes i couldn forgive myself everytime thinking back my past friendship failures and a series of unforseen circumtances that i have caused that hurts her. It is all come back to me and i feel so ashamed of myself.

i often did something without consulting her that would affect both of us.

I am really sorry that i've been really emotional lately and made u all worry.

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A while back i did something i really shouldn have done.

i think i've done enough damage to all the people around. i don want to cause them any problem, i should after all be the one paying for my mistakes.

I am a bad friend. and i do not think i deserve anyone of them. i'm a wimp. i am ugly, from the inside out.

signing off.

v-ny