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| 不要认为我得到的都是天公地道的.电视没抹,骂我.衣服没折,又是我. 难道就只有靠石材不用做吗? 多少天没有睡好, 忙了好几天.难道在别人可以做的范围以内又是我的错? 我折衣,你没看见不代表我没折.
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| 他是她滔滔不绝的话题之一. 所以他,对我而言,我不熟悉,但也并不陌生.
妍常常都会忍不住叹气说"我受不了bearbear, 很爱演." 妍说bearbear是家里的气氛活跃者之一, 经常玩角色扮演,还提出奇怪的裸体家住的提议(原因是好像不爱穿衣服),闹出很多持糗事和笑话. 妍说bearbear爱追潮流, 成为又时尚感的人.她说他有好多件自称MJ的背心,Steven Chow的功夫衬潵, 也响王成为porche zai. 妍说bearbear爱吃水果,但很懒惰,常常把水果皮肖藏在窗口葑,惹人生气. 妍说bearbear有时会生气YUKI,妒嫉它得到的宠爱比他多.
过了一段时间,我常去妍家温习功课,谈天....我开魑接触他.他我行我素,总是很迟起床,才去上班.我感到惊讶,他却帅气的回我"老板是不用早去上班的".有时候,他会在楼上喊妍的名字,吩咐颜为他准备早餐.等他上班后,妍就说:bearbear骂我没有跟他说你来了.害他形象破灭(他是指在楼上大喊那回事)" 后来我们俩在家笑翻.
后来,可能我和妍的关系,他看到我就会说:“kai lui,你来啦?" 看到我胖了,会说"kailui,最近吃很多? 要减肥阿" 有时还会认不清我的男朋友(注:男友戴眼镜和没戴眼镜是潘诺两人),就问道"kailui,你换了男朋友?"
还记得有一次,我和妍跟一班朋友到马六甲游玩. 他拨了通电话给妍,问她:"有没有好好照顾我的kailui啊?" 妍很无奈的答他:"你打给我,就只是问你kailui而已啊?"
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前天,我从你得知他突然的离去...那天看见你,我心疼.
妍,青春是无解的，我们得生命的过程中也会发生许多并不美好的事件.但我想说，bearbear的离去会让我们更懂得如何去珍惜在世的人,去学会如何关心自己身边的人.
妍,你不是一个人的. 不要害怕以后的日子. 你还有妈妈,姐姐和弟弟, 还有我们.
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我会永远记得,郴静有那么一个人这样的叫我
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| The whole Alviss incident has caused a big buzz. I felt terribly sorry for his girlfriend and his family. I have to say, his life has ended quite tragically. It's very sad to learn that a broken relationship could make one person to go haywire and ended up this way.
What i am trying to say is no matter what the circumstances are, EACH of us has blessed with so many wonderful things other than love. And yes, there are many incidents that are not worth appreciating (getting dumped for instance) At least not in the first glance.... All we need to do is to STOP LONG ENOUGH to realize them.
I have to admit that at some point in my life I feel like dying. But as I grow older, I begin to understand that life should not be taken for granted. Love is definitely not a reason to end your life, nor any other reason.
What is more pathetic now- is the people begin to worship him and emulate his action. Just another pathetic guy. Oops. Did i just say it out loud? SIGH.
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| Being wrongfully accused of something you did not do is a frustrating experience.
NO! NO WAY i'm gonna do that shit again. Just one single paper, it makes the whole thing so fucking unbalance. I am angry, upset, disappointed with myself for being so careless but i am more frustrated with those bastard who leave me no chance to make a stand for myself! I could still vividly remember the ugly ignorant face of him telling me what to do. FUCK OFF LA, you horse-face goblin. Would n it be nice to talk to me in a much polite way?
My mum was right. When you're desperately seek for help, these horrible people out there are happy to see you dead. Congratulation, bastard you're one of them. By the way, you dirt my record and you help my college earns another big buck. The world is getting sicked populated by the people like him. I guess this is the answer to the formation for the hater group. Cheating people by raising tuition fee year by year, and make no announcement. WHAT THE DOOOOOT. He's probably the one who behind all this.
I AM NOT THINKING RATIONAL RIGHT NOW.
DOOT DOOT DOOT.
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| No longer felt attached to them anymore. No body has ever listen to me when i attempt to talk to them. I find myself so pathetic where i am now in a state that i have no family and friends to talk to. Right now, i feel a feeling of resentment towards everyone in the house. My friend was right, those who say words that hurt other people are so pathetic, just like her. Gimme a break, i don want to hurt myself anymore. DAMMIT. | | |
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